I know that I have got a real problem. Over the last couple of years, I have been sleeping around with lots of different guys. It is a bad habit that I seem to have got into but I don’t know how to break it. Thinking about it, it was one of my friends at London escorts who got me into it. We used to go out after we finished our shift at London escorts and pick up guys. My friend has since left our escort agency, but I have kept up our bad habit. To be honest, I am really disappointed in myself.
Trying to stop sleep around is not easy at all. I have been trying to think of ways of breaking my bad habit, but it has not been that successful. Last week, I think that I slept around for five nights out of seven, and I do not think that I did myself any favours at all. I have decided to come out with a last of my own ideas on how I could possible stop myself from sleeping around. It is not going to be easy, and it will need a lot of self-discipline.
My top priority is to stop going into pubs and bars. When I leave the shift at London escorts, I always have this feeling that I need to stop by for a drink. The problem is that one drink turns into several drinks, and before I know it, I am on my way home with some guy. At the time, I am completely happy but when I wake up in the morning, I feel really bad about myself. It is like a dirty feeling that you cannot wash off and that is no good at all.
The other thing that I might do, is to take a taxi home from London escorts of https://londonxcity.com/escorts/. That would stop all of the temptation of having a drink. I know that alcohol is at the root of my problem. When I start to drink I just lose the plot. Sometimes I drink too much when I am on a date with London escorts as well, and I end up in all sorts of funny situations. How I get there I don’t know, but I do appreciate that it cannot be really good for me.
I really do need to pull my socks up. When I stop and think about, I realize that I have this lovely flat but I hardly spend any time there. I am too busy sleeping in other people’s bed rather than my own. One of the things that I am going to do, is to do my flat. Perhaps that will inspire me to spend more time there. I like to decorate but at the moment I will admit that my place looks a real shambles. If I had a nicer place to come home to, I think that I would be far less likely to sleep around. After all, there are many more exciting things that I could with my life, I always seem to forget that when I see a sexy guy.